I know you're not supposed to hate things, because it's negative energy abounding, and I actually do embrace all that positivity stuff, but this is the real world, and sometimes you have to just overcome stuff that sucks... so let's just say this is the post about stuff that I'm super not into.
In the first post, I told you I didn't even really like running that much. It's the truth. I don't. I hate being hot, and sweating, and I hate being tired and feeling burned out. I hate the pain in my side, and the burning in my lungs. I don't live for that shit. That shit is not fun for me.
I was just looking at my schedule for tomorrow, and I realized I'll have to make a choice. Either I run after work, at around 2:30, when it is supposed to be quite a warm day. And I don't have a route with an abundance of shade.
Or, I get up at 4 am to run before work. After working until 10 pm the night before.
I hate the sun and I hate the heat.
I hate being tired and burned-out.
I haven't yet decided which one I'll pick, but I realized that the choice has to come between two things I hate.... or, it can come between two different physical challenges. I have to choose what I'm going to overcome, and what I think I can handle. I choose which is more important to me... sleep, or temperature & sun regulation?
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